Alone in the dance studio, Jason Pan practiced movements over and over again, until he mastered them to perfection. He repeated every gesture and facial expression in front of the mirror while analyzing the minute details within. It sometimes felt lonely, practicing hours into the night.
Mr. Pan’s approach to his craft is exemplified by his 2021 performance for the International Classical Chinese Dance Competition. He worked on the choreography for nine months, incorporating swordplay, discussing the musical accompaniment with his composer friend who created the music, and recording himself frequently to monitor progress. Mr. Pan’s dance piece about Li Bai, a famed poet from ancient China’s Tang Dynasty, won him a silver award.
Passing Down Traditional Culture
Understanding the inner psyche of characters is essential to Mr. Pan’s performances. Born as Pan Ko Chi in Taiwan, where much of traditional Chinese culture has been preserved following the communist takeover of mainland China, he was intrigued by ancient Chinese architecture, fashion, and art from a young age. His mother was a teacher of classical Chinese writing and introduced him to the moral lessons passed down in stories and legends.
He also had a keen interest in martial arts. At 13, he won national-level competitions for changquan, or “long fist,” style martial arts. But after watching a Shen Yun performance in 2009, his interest switched to classical Chinese dance. Shen Yun’s mission of reviving 5,000 years of Chinese civilization especially resonated with Mr. Pan, who yearned to learn more about the values he grew up with.
He enrolled at a classical Chinese dance academy soon after. Due to a leg injury sustained during martial arts training, stretching—necessary for developing a dancer’s flexibility—was especially painful. But over time, he endured and succeeded.
The martial arts background was a double-edged sword; the motions were similar in some ways, but with a notable difference. “In martial arts, completing the movement is the goal. ... It’s about the strength and the speed, whereas dance is about the process in motion. The strength is all for displaying to the audience,” Mr. Pan said. It took him a year to re-wire his movements, he said. That was when he started rehearsing alone in the studio, slowly running through each step of the choreography.
It was a laborious journey, but over time, the suffering turned into joy, Mr. Pan said. “If you’re passionate about something, and put your whole heart into it, you’ll forget the pain and the suffering.”
Year after year performing with Shen Yun, he gained a new understanding of what traditional Chinese culture means. “It’s not just about the surface forms. It’s not about wearing han fu [ancient Chinese clothing] or speaking Chinese. It’s about your thinking, your morals, and whether they measure up to traditional Chinese culture’s norms of propriety,” he said.
An Intellectual Endeavor
Not only did Mr. Pan feel a profound change in himself through embodying righteous values, but he also wanted to delve deeper into the philosophical underpinnings of his art form. He discovered that what is considered beautiful—the study of aesthetics—in classical Chinese dance principles had its roots to Chinese philosophy.For example, one rule all dancers must know is that movements should be circular and round. “[Chinese philosopher] Zhuangzi once said, ‘Everything begins and ends in an unbroken ring, though we do not know why that is so. This is what is called the way of heaven.’ It means that the natural path is the path laid out by the divine,” Mr. Pan said.
To be a well-rounded artist, it was imperative that he not only have physical strength and prowess, but also be a learned individual. “Learning the history is essential to improving my dance and to my self-cultivation,” he said, adding that a dancer may be limited by his physical condition and its deterioration over time, but the search for knowledge is unlimited.
What brings Mr. Pan the greatest joy is to be able to spread that knowledge through his role as a performer at Shen Yun. “As long as I can keep moving, I will continue to dance,” he said.