When brought low by a case of the wintertime doldrums, the temptation is to ride them out, waiting for the mood to pass, or, worst-case scenario, the arrival of spring. That strategy works more often than not, but hunkering down with a comforter and a screen on the sofa also means raising the white flag to misery. When it’s mid-January and your backyard is a tundra of ice and wind, those April flowers can look a long way off.
The Black Dog
Since his death in 1965, Winston Churchill’s biographers and armchair psychologists have spilled a lake of ink arguing about that great man’s mental state. A few have declared him manic-depressive, which is the most far-fetched of these analyses. Others say he suffered from periodic bouts of profound melancholia. Many, such as his daughter Mary Soames, believed that his low periods were normal, especially given his personal and public trials.What should concern those of us who come down with our own case of the gloom-and-dooms is not the ultimately futile attempts to fix a label to Churchill’s bouts of dejection but instead to look at how he handled them.
Brushing Away the Blues
In 1915, the 40-year-old Churchill seemed at the end of his political life. His failed Dardanelles Campaign in Turkey that year had led to disgrace and his forced resignation as First Lord of the Admiralty. While in the English countryside, his sister-in-law encouraged him to try his hand at painting, perhaps as a relief from stress. So there he stood before a blank canvas, with one blue daub of paint for sky.“Painting!” she exclaimed. “But what are you hesitating about?”
She seized a brush and splashed “large, fierce strokes and slashes of blue on the absolutely cowering canvas.”
And so was born one of the most famous amateur painters of the 20th century. Over the next 48 years, Churchill produced more than 500 paintings. He displayed them several times to the public under a pseudonym, gave them to charities and esteemed friends, and remained humble about this achievement.
He focused on landscapes composed with oils, writing: “Just to paint is great fun. The colours are lovely to look at and delicious to squeeze out.”
Perhaps, just as importantly, Churchill had found a way to fend off his “black dog.” Throughout wars, political troubles, and personal difficulties, a canvas and a box of paints often brought escape from the bleak moods these circumstances produced.
Other diversions also brought keys that unlocked this jail of depression. He became a skilled amateur mason, building walls and cottages. From his latter teenage years to the age of 52, he played polo. One unhealthy diversion, gambling, cost him a fortune over his lifetime and might have been better avoided. He also wrote, but we forget that for years Churchill earned his living as a journalist and an author of books. Writing for him was more work, rather than a hobby.
Emulating Churchill
Churchill provides a model for escaping our bouts with the blues and perhaps even when we’re battling more serious depression.First, we must recognize our bleak mood as debilitating and want to shed it. Churchill was clearly aware, as the cited letter to his wife indicates, of his depressions and the dangers they posed. He was also aware of the value of change as a preventative and a cure for exhaustion and low spirits.
And, like Churchill, we can find in a pastime the change that will take us away from darkness and into light. His book and his example inspired others to try their hand at a brush. Presidents Dwight Eisenhower and George W. Bush, for example, both credited Churchill as their inspiration for painting.
Pick a pastime that you love, give yourself to it, let that kid inside you have some fun, and you’ve got the Churchill formula for knocking your blues for a loop.