The Crash
While operating as the chief pilot for a Canadian air service, I crashed shortly after take off.I had a catastrophic engine failure. Panic was my immediate response, but my training kicked in ... I tried restarts, [but] could not get it to fire. I secured the engine and prepared for a crash landing.
As the floats on the aircraft started to make contact with the tree tops, I pulled back and purposely stalled the aircraft and the left wing dropped and I felt the impact with the first tree. At that moment, everything went into super slow motion. I watched the wing wrap around the tree and watched my wing tear off the aircraft… then everything went black and I was out for the remainder of the crash through the trees.
I fully had accepted this was my time to die, and I went from pure panic for the first 30 seconds, to an almost peaceful calm that this was how I was going to die.
I woke up in the aircraft and was bleeding very badly from [my] head. I noted the severe injuries to my arm and [my] complete upper body was broken. I realized I should exit the aircraft as soon as possible as there was a risk of fire. … I exited the aircraft. …
Discovery, Horror
I looked to the aircraft now about 50 feet away from me. The cockpit windows were level with the ground so I could see into the cockpit when I sat down. To my … horror, I saw the captains seat upside down and an arm and leg dangling from it! I knew at that moment I was looking at myself.I then looked around and saw a beautiful blue sky like none I'd ever witnessed. ... There was not a single sound, not a bird, not even a whisper of wind. I was quickly very comfortable and felt very safe there.
Back to Life, Against Amazing Odds
I woke up four days later … in the hospital. … I had 22 broken bones, smashed right orbital bone, and a serious head injury. … I had no brain injury at all, and the doctors call me a true medical miracle.The Mystery Deepens
[When I met the helicopter pilot who rescued me and told him my experience, he] started to cry. He said, “Captain, when I found you, you were hanging upside down in your seat and you did not exit the aircraft.”Further Realizations After the Experience
By seeing my lifeless body in the cockpit, I was suddenly aware of one universe and we are all one piece of the puzzle. ...It was a moment of peace and some understanding.