Nick Gordon, Boyfriend of Whitney Houston’s Daughter Reveals What Happened the Night Bobbi Kristina Died

Nick Gordon, Boyfriend of Whitney Houston’s Daughter Reveals What Happened the Night Bobbi Kristina Died
Bobbi Kristina Brown (R) and Nick Gordon arrive at Tri-Star Pictures' 'Sparkle' premiere at Grauman's Chinese Theatre on August 16, 2012 in Hollywood, California. Gordon was found "legally responsible" in the death of Brown on Sept. 16. Frazer Harrison/Getty Images
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Nick Gordon has been considered a suspect in the death of girlfriend, Bobbi Kristina Brown—daughter of the late Whitney Houston—since she was found submerged in a bathtub in their Atlanta home on January 31 last year. He is currently embroiled in a civil lawsuit with Brown’s conservator, who accuses Gordon of physically abusing and stealing from her. The father of Bobbi Kristina, singer Bobby Brown has held Gordon responsible for his daughter’s death—responsibility Gordon somewhat acknowledges.

I can't blame myself for another addict's addiction but I feel like I failed her.
Nick Gordon

I ran to my room and then I saw my girl on the floor. It was so traumatizing.
Nick Gordon

Fast forward to 10 a.m. that same day, Gordon said it was when the [Xfinity] cable guy came to the home is when they [Gordon, Bradley, Max Lomas] realized something was wrong with the famous musicians daughter. 

“He [Lomas] knocked on the door and didn’t hear a call from Krissy. He knocked on the bathroom and still didn’t hear a call from Krissy and that’s when he found her in the bathtub. Then he calls my name,” said Gordon—who instantly knows something is wrong by the tone of Lomas’s voice.

“I ran to my room and then I saw my girl on the floor. It was so traumatizing. I dropped to my knees and kept giving her chest compressions and blowing into her mouth,” he stated. “I thought she was going to come round but that never happened,” noting Brown regurgitated some water.

Brown would be taken off life support several months later in July. Since that time, Gordon has been accused of leading a drug-fueled lifestyle with the aspiring singer, in turn leading to her demise—claims he has long denied.

“She had problems long before I came on the scene,” said Gordon, citing abandonment as the reason for Brown’s troubles. 

I was really close with Whitney and Krissy; maybe it was jealousy that caused that [ill-feeling].
Nick Gordon

What began as a platonic relationship between the two blossomed into a romance where the two oftentimes were inseparable. “We nearly got married one time,” said Gordon, also revealing the pair suffered two miscarriages. 

“We had a couple of miscarriages. We would have loved to have a kid but we weren’t planning on it yet and she was just such a young fragile person it took a toll on her,” said Gordon. 

The death has had a tremendous toll on the 26-year-old who has found it difficult to move on from his love. 

“I can’t move on from Krissy. She’s got a super special place in my heart. I don’t want to move on from that,” admitted Gordon. “I think she’s with me every day. She’s here, right now. I speak to her all the time. I have to. It keeps me sane.”

Despite this, Gordon does feel rejuvenated and has dreams of living a productive life as gym owner. 

But until then, he continues to fight the accusations hanging over him. 

“I feel like it’s about time for things to be cleared up. I can’t live under this [suspicion]. I was quiet for long enough.”